I've always been a very open person, if I really wanted to know something I'd rather ask the person directly or just go without knowing. Pertaining to my relationships with girls it's been much the same. Let her tell me directly or figure it out for myself. With that mentalitly I've obviously never spoken with my sisters much about relationships. My dad is about as confused as I am about anything, and he's been married for well over 30 years now (scary isn't it.) Most of my friends that talk with my about their relationships have never really had a "relationship" so they tend to be of little help.
Currently my only true confidant has done all he can for now and I need to reach out to other sources in order to get a clearer view. I might be reaching back to an old friend that knows me better than many people possibly ever will. It will be nice to get back a trust that's slowly been slipping away.
Thursday, March 31, 2005
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
The Last Kiss Was the First Kiss Goodbye
Giggles is in a bit of a perdicament, he's interested in Christmas and she's interested in him. However, Giggles isn't ready for an exclusive relationship with Christmas yet . . . and they've already kissed.
We've all decided that Christmas' roommates will want Giggles' head on a platter so that they can rip his tongue out for their anatomy class, yet he's hopefull that he can still be close to Christmas. But is it possible?
I use to think it was possible to love and lose, but still be close . . . I'm beginning to wonder about it. My friendship with Blue was a good one, we enjoyed each other's company and pretty well openly talked whenever something happened. Note that I said WAS.
Honestly for a long time I'd maintained a hope of the returning of Us. As I talked with others and looked at where Blue and I stood I came to the realization that Us had lost all posibility of coming to be. About a week or two later Blue pulled me aside and confirmed my assumption. Up untill that point I'd have said that we where very close friends--if not at times best friends. Since then I haven't heard from her, or even heard much about her.
Possibly much of that is my fault, very few attempts have been made on my part to contact her and maybe I should do more. Or is it simply because the whole relationship changed as soon as we both came to realize and openly accept that Us was over?
Suppose I'll have to find out . . . I'm far too much of a curious type to just sit back and watch ;)
As for Giggles and Christmas. When he kissed her, he ment it. Hopefully she'll realize that and be willing to forgive and still love.
We've all decided that Christmas' roommates will want Giggles' head on a platter so that they can rip his tongue out for their anatomy class, yet he's hopefull that he can still be close to Christmas. But is it possible?
I use to think it was possible to love and lose, but still be close . . . I'm beginning to wonder about it. My friendship with Blue was a good one, we enjoyed each other's company and pretty well openly talked whenever something happened. Note that I said WAS.
Honestly for a long time I'd maintained a hope of the returning of Us. As I talked with others and looked at where Blue and I stood I came to the realization that Us had lost all posibility of coming to be. About a week or two later Blue pulled me aside and confirmed my assumption. Up untill that point I'd have said that we where very close friends--if not at times best friends. Since then I haven't heard from her, or even heard much about her.
Possibly much of that is my fault, very few attempts have been made on my part to contact her and maybe I should do more. Or is it simply because the whole relationship changed as soon as we both came to realize and openly accept that Us was over?
Suppose I'll have to find out . . . I'm far too much of a curious type to just sit back and watch ;)
As for Giggles and Christmas. When he kissed her, he ment it. Hopefully she'll realize that and be willing to forgive and still love.
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